Drinking alone

Dunno why....after bath...feels like wanna drinking alone...sure, i will do it after that...Dear dear not at my side tonight... Me drinking alone at the room...and chatting with my frens.... After few cups,i m feels blur..but i m like this kind of feels...at least i m no need to think so much at this moment...hahahahaha... i m like the drunk feels... sometimes i m thinking....wat happened on me? I m not really know... i m think i will drink again alone for next time... i m feels my brain empty now... eventhough i m sick right now... may be good for me ... good for my sick... hahahahahaha... something wrong d... slow motion...slow motion...i m still fine i think ... at least i still can write here....