Brain empty >.<

I am woke up so early... cant sleep...cant let him hugging me... feels like want away from him only... I am need adjust my feelings.. take it easy... Save back my times,my tears,my cares... just for my own... Never mind, tired to say, tired to angry and so on... I m do think about his side, tats why i am just let him go... May be is a bit over that he came back in the 2nd day morning... At last, i m told myself, it is all enough for me to show my cares on someone,worthless sometimes... Each times i am make myself unhappy or sad... but nobody know, he is only feels that me so narrow heart and just angry on him... Wake up,Cherry! Why you like this one? I am don't like you now. Return back to real Cherry who is so confident and pretty one. In fact, i am sad because of all these are not what i want, i am really want someone know how to appreciate my love and cares. No matter what, at least please give a call and tell that he was drunk or what?! Sometimes he will make me feels that i m so useless... STOP IT!!!!!!!!!! let my brain clear and empty... don't want think anymore...